once a miacle!

Well yeah is me again! Now if everyone remembers in my last entry about the romance.........you should forget! I meant to keep that a secret for years! If that romance to me would come true ..........i would be so surprised! The only time i would ever come close to him is a in my dreams! I could never imagine me really ever confessing to him or perhaps dating for real. If i would describe him in one word it would be perfect!He is smart, , he love sports, he also plays pokemon video games and he is the best friend i ever met. He a person that i could talk to about anything i have to say. He would never insult me or anything that bad!!! One thing i would say that i would never is that in my dreams i kissed him and that everytime he saw me he hugged so much! Now as you can all see is just a dream that will never come true in reality!

If anyone did read this "my friends" they will die! but if is people i do not know than i do not care! Just compare to yourself and imagine how you feel , if this all happened to you! oh well people that i do not know , i respect your opinion to what you may say back to me!



I am such a distance person to him! I never got any connection tosse him or to even talk to him!

yeah is a short version of what will never happen ! =(
next post will be moving away from friends ~ quite distance~

note it all about me past to present!

hi! i am not new at this! i could just say a lot about myself!

but if you want to know the deep side of me........you will never find out. but here i will tell you something everyone. when i am at school with my close friends is like i get tortured (there not that close .......just almost!) is not like they pick on me!!! there are just being them selves i think?! those are only the guys! but with the girls i am positive! when i am not with my friends i get scared and alone by myself! even when i was in elementary SKOOL! i was mostly by myself everyday at school. even thou i had friends it never worked out in the end, after it the last years left i had fun again! wierd to say i was always did not like hanging with friends, it was hard for me talk with people.

underneath this shy person me i somehow find romance with a person that i known for really long. over the years i was in the same school as him it was just as friends, neighbors or classmates as you could say! realizing it until now was the wrong thing.i am not that kind of person to just tell something straight up! still i could never lie to him only! opps! i am getting to carried away talking about my romance!

next i could say i changed in lots of ways but not in my looks nd my appearence! my personality changed form the past if coarse........before i was just shy and had nothing to say and had stage fright in front of people! when i experienced my new life in high school is all times in laughter! i fall down, scream and shout, sing around the halls, glomp the emo girl and most of all be super hyper and cute!each aspect of me develops as a person! i hate to say but i have become the same person but still change over time!

now my total big interests that can develop over time! right now in life i could actually draw! well only fanart, but at least is a start!!!! in the past my drawing were so low ranked. the only thing i loved to draw was a scenary of a hill, grass , and trees plus the sun! the aspects of singing really overlooked me ! in the past i liked normal songs , like common artists ! but still can never stand it that much even now! for the time of life turned current i listen to j-pop songs! even thou i could not understand those songs, at least i am better at singing them to the best i can ! what can still be the same to me is playing video games alot but more time on a ds!

well that is all i coud say!
peace out a town!
as a filipina , i am asian pride!