The Final Move!

oh yeah ffrom what i saud in the last post was totally ruined! oh well !!!! now what should i say! yes the terrivble mext turn of events! but fist i have tto get rid of the evidence first! that is so true! if i keep eveything my motive will maybe change! the next step is getting away the stages! what are the stages! one could be cring for so many days then the second stage is thinking it all over until it all goes away and disappears! damn it is hard! after that is over with for once and for all get my binder that has the evidance ! oh the evidance is the over 60 poems almost, the stories and the mini novel i made that is incomplete! what shall i do with all of it? the only thing is to give to the person who is all about! (note i really can not say who it is) make sure i smile and say something like..........one more thing actually is that i have decided........to be continued will not say what i was going to say!
this the end of my words in this i will never find out the outcome!

A remarkable mistake with more to say!

If anyone i know reads this! yeah i am pure hearted girl! with everything i said is all real to me! i would never say those hurtful words or things about him! it was not my intention at all! my deepest apologies to only him!

he is the nicest, kindest, interesting person i ever met! seriously i would never lie to him about anything! if he knows i am lying i would tell him straight up! whatever people would say about him i do not care at all! why would i say that? one thing i knew well yeah most of my life ! he makes me happy, laugh and lets me talk for whatever i want to say! i enjoy talking to him more than anyone else i ever met! oh yeah he is so caring to me! if i could blush like in an anime i would! let me see if i could take a chance i would strike in an awesome moment!

the impossible reasons are endless why i can never tell one thing! one i was great friends with him for so long! should i really break that! two i could never stop talking about an interesting topic with him to ever say it ! three is.............wait their is no three, i could only think of two reasons right now!

oh i swear when i am around i am myself! never a different person! i cherish every moment when i am with him! yeah that is what i say! i could never sound cheesy! i could never stop talking to him ever! i would never hate him at all! let me see or say anything bad about him too! well i know that would i could tell him is never ! with all i said in my last couple of words!

i worked my hardest i think for the attention! is that the right thing to say! oh well i do not care! so yeah what i did in my free time to pull what may work in time was writing poems all about me and him! i wrote to many to count! then their was the stories! the first one was a confession, the second one was the love letter, and the third one was a true couple and the forth is short novel ! i will never know if any of this of what i written will come true at all!

am i that stupid or perhaps an idiot! i would never know that outcome! okay i am not that kind of girl who is really popular, like popular bands that girls would fangirl over! i would never ever change who i am! i am still the same person from the past ! except that i jump, twirl and spin alto! also i sing j-pop song around the halls! that how i am! yeah changing my hair color ew! changing my image even worse! i am so terrible at sports but i somehow like to play basketball and soccer! what i would say is i am bubbly, adorable , air headed and a happy girl!

Until a certain day comes i will see what i will do! what life will determine for me! a cherry blossoms wish will come over a sunset for me!!~

a destiny that could never be broken!