The Cosplay Chronicles : My daily dose of Cosplay & Crafting madness!: Final Fantasy Giveaways

The Cosplay Chronicles : My daily dose of Cosplay & Crafting madness!: Final Fantasy Giveaways

entry after how long?

yay! is been a long time right since i wrote something or anything on this site? well to bad ! i like quite!!! well not really !!!i am not writing on this site so that i will be more secure with what i posted! so ya if you want to see what i have written or typed you can't anymore!okay since i hate keeping people out of the loop here is the little update! i am uber busy with alot plans with the upcoming year! well duh i am now the leader of anime society at my school! i am thinking to much already! mostly with my number 1 idea operation! only 2 people know this! oh yaa busy with right now watching asian drama or watching the so little anime this season! "sob sob cry cry" the area where i post everything is in my journal entires on www.jpopasia.com! is all about my stories ! btw everyone that commented loved my stories! (shh i will not what is it about) the only way you could read is if you had a login or asked for my username and password! my lasted entry 100 things about me and stuff! woah i am getting tired! who is going to making waves saturday? meet aj rafael? who has connections>? i do my cousin! ok byez!

misunderstood my but!

right now i am at a stage of giving up or remembering what happened in the end!

“I didn’t follow you to a close school because I knew that you were in love with another girl. And I thought that true love would keep you two together forever. I-I didn’t want to get in the way of that. But the truth is – I always wanted to tell you how I felt.” She wore a broad smile, but her tears were evident in her eyes. “I love you too Andrew. I know you want to make it work with another girl, but I’m tired…I’m tired of going through this pain. I want to make myself happy too. So I’m telling you this,” she said, and then took a small breath, “and then I’m going to move on. I feel like I finally can now. So, this song is for you.

if i did not tell you in that later my dearest friend ! i would said it all in these faithful words at least at your face! instead you are being such an ass to me to the end! i do not think nothing wrong is happening! please follow your own path! like i said before! whoever you like right now i watch to be happy with this person! with me not having from you ! is not right at all! what is wrong with me! okiez jokiez!i am just trying to say is move along and forget what happened in the past and his bad indirect behavior too!

so what i should remember in the end is is hard to say your the best thing that i knew! it sucks to say my life would never be the same! too perfect for many words on you! ok i will stop! *sobs cries *

who said i lost the GAME!

Yeah time again! well it all flies by! what news that i never knew came up! oh shoot! i thought everything will be calm until the end of time! whatever that will change! if your answer is yes !!!! your completely right! oh forget it! i feell like saying what the heck i want right now! two take away one broken up plus happy me!

am i still alive?!

will this ever come to an end! i do not think so! man i worse everyday perhaps! well i think so! i might try depression all over again! no i will not! but i know what is fun thAT will not stop me making up songs of why blonde girls suck and also why a certain blonde should die and that she will not ruin my life dating the that i liked! wah! in the plus side is so hard for me to forget too! i have the tension of writing a poem about emonessiting of why she should die!man i could think of so many reasons of why a blonde girl should however die!sumilar blonde girl names are amy , rebecca and ashley!! !!!! and many more that i do not want to mention! is like once i was watching mon on muchmusic and one text on the screen said "I LOVE YOU ASHLEY!" it made me vry thinking that he maybe text that in! it really hurts to heart something like that even on a big screen tv! even before i thought he would never change ! but now i think he is not himself at all! you know who is the idiot the person who dating the certain blonde and the guy! but for real do i think he is an idiot ! not even a bit! the truth i still like him alot! but for some reason i have to forget him form deepest part of my heart!!!

uh yeah right......

yeah over the last few weeks i have been not me self completely! oh yeah i forget to say is !i have to remember being like this hurts myself as a person! i do not understand this at all! everyone keeps asking me the same question! so my response will not to you anything! i could only tell my best friends that know so much! including him but yeah for some reason when i want to try to tell him something he does want to speak to or too him!i do not know about this situation in my standard! if anyone i know mention about this i suddenly cry with tears! or say something worse like seven year failure or something else~! man i think i am being so pathetic wasting my time on this and just to give up!is just my will of doing anything is no more! is just when he said stop this ! i just was stuck and was so shocked ! those words really hurt me! is like he never known me anymore! i have this feeling in me that just want to rant about me and alot of things right now!

i think of everything! it all something i should never forget! but what he done to be me until now is such a pain to me! shuffling all of that in my face!now it just hurts to write all of this i want to somehow but if i say this out loud i cry with tears!

The Final Move!

oh yeah ffrom what i saud in the last post was totally ruined! oh well !!!! now what should i say! yes the terrivble mext turn of events! but fist i have tto get rid of the evidence first! that is so true! if i keep eveything my motive will maybe change! the next step is getting away the stages! what are the stages! one could be cring for so many days then the second stage is thinking it all over until it all goes away and disappears! damn it is hard! after that is over with for once and for all get my binder that has the evidance ! oh the evidance is the over 60 poems almost, the stories and the mini novel i made that is incomplete! what shall i do with all of it? the only thing is to give to the person who is all about! (note i really can not say who it is) make sure i smile and say something like..........one more thing actually is that i have decided........to be continued will not say what i was going to say!
this the end of my words in this i will never find out the outcome!